Luke didn’t mince words in his description of the radicality of the disciples’ response to Jesus’ invitation to join him in the quest to draw people to God. It was straightforward. There were no details mentioned but I’m certain they left their father, their source of livelihood, and things that provided them comfort and security by the standards of their time. I don’t think it’s practical for spouses deeply in-love with each other to part ways nor anyone for that matter tender a letter of resignation, first thing Monday morning, to follow him. We’re already followers and are called once again to leave anything that hinders us and keep the ones that carry us to God. In this trajectory, leaving things behind is an essential component.
Renewal programs are life-changing opportunities. They are transformative. Daily spiritual exercises like silence, meditation and weekday mass attendance sustain both body and soul. But none of these surpass the experience of the Sunday Eucharist, an act of worship that takes the community face to face (in the here and now) with the divine.
After powerful weekend experiences, I bet prayer becomes the centerpiece of our lives. We win and gain new friends and acquaintances. Because of our newly- found loyalty with God, there are times we find ourselves at odds even with our most cherished relationships. We begin to develop new values incompatible with the world around us. And in some instances, we would rather be alone than with people with whom we no longer share values with.
We’re told they were called to be fishers of men which gave their former line of work a depth of meaning. Jesus wanted to establish partnership with them and yet, God will perform the work. He will run his business. We're merely instruments. Jesus’ invitation to the first disciples in their workplaces, took place in a group setting and not in the privacy of their lives. That said, what we do must be a concerted and collaborative effort and never as isolated individuals. We are all in the same boat aiming at catching not one, not two not even ten but hundreds, even thousands.
Fishing for survival is a risky business. As fishermen with mouths to feed and fishing as their only source of income, the worst case scenario is to head back to the shoreline with nothing but empty nets while eager consumers and traders waited for fresh catch. We have no idea how the disciples felt after pulling an all-nighter to no avail. It was rare but true. In this business, no catch, no food and the whole village go hungry. Imagine that. You never know what to expect in the middle of the sea. You can check the forecast and head straight to your favorite spot but you’re not sure what’s in store for you at any given time.
The art and craft of catching people take a great deal of time. It can’t be rushed. You have to immerse with the culture, engage with people and form relationships before the stuff of Evangelization takes effect. However, fishing is not about waiting. You make things happen. You can’t be on the receiving end. You must outsmart your target. You have to figure out and device a plan that is extremely capable of hauling the intended numbers. This is not my own creation. This is the original mission of the church laid down to the first disciples inscribed by Luke. If the mission got twisted some time ago, then, it would be a betrayal of Christianity.
The encounter between the holiness of God and human sinfulness is never devoid of drama. Immediately after seeing the astonishing catch of fish, Simon was struck in amazement by the extraordinary power. Down on his knees, he said, “Depart from me for I am a sinful man!” We’re always overcome anything outside of the ordinary.
Similarly, Isaiah shared his deep sense of awe about the majesty of God as any religious figure had. This vision of the glory of God, along with the Seraphim at a temple service, happened at the reign of King Uzziah. Overwhelmed by this intense experience, he felt, as expected of sacred calling, he was unworthy to serve him. “ Woe is me,” he said, “ I am doomed! For I am a man of unclean lips living among people of unclean lips!” He realized he was not morally fit for the job. He continued, “ Yet my eyes have seen the king, the Lord of hosts! Here Am I! Send me!” He volunteered. In spite of his inadequacies, he stepped up to the plate. If nobody else wanted to go and serve the most high God, Isaiah said, take me! I’m with you!
After the Loretto School Mass last Friday, I was asked to bless the 6 th graders and their bible which I gladly did and shared for a moment my favorite bible verse. Yo les dije, it’s Luke 5:4 that is, part of this Sunday’s gospel calling of the first disciples. It’s about Jesus’ command to Simon and his fellows following a really disappointing night in fishing, " to put out into deep water and lower the nets." You can imagine the disciple’s reaction to Jesus’ words. I encountered this passage once again early last year in the mundane and it just hit me to the core of my priestly life and ministry that I changed my personal blog’s title from virgilthegreat.wordpress.com to https://outintothedeep40.wordpress.com , a strong indication that regardless of the circumstances, faith, obedience and trust in God is a non-negotiable element in carrying out his work, coupled with every ounce of our energies. Amen
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Bishop Edward J. Weisenburger